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2007-05-06T09:39:00.000-07:00

hello everyone!

I'm backkk (: awwww

Had a sudden urge to read all of my past posts in the past. whoaa im glad to say things are different now. they definitely are.

heh after like 9 months. whoa soooooo much has happened luh.
This time it's un-summarisable (if theres such a word) heh

everything's good. exams. blah blah. real cool bunch of guys.

SOOOOO MUCHHH luh. too many things to say.

to do a super ultra micro summary,

I love God,
God loves you,
I love him 9 months ago during my last post,
I still do,
He loved me 9 months ago when i last posted,
He still does.

HE LOVES YOU TOO! 9 months ago, 9 years ago and 9 million year into the near future. (:

chem prelims tomorrow. well good luck everyone.

OH yeah Nic Goh is our SEA individual champion! With God, bears can do archery (:
going to have lunch with bear tomorrow. well bye guys.

2006-07-27T18:03:00.000-07:00

hah went to church after school yesterday with alden and xun. haha yeah our new route to ps i so much faster and cheaper. hah then alden ponned tuition. hahaha again. and the tuition teacher does not want to teach him anymore. haha garrett cut his hair. not badd. next time can try. yeahh hah OH smauel sheee MIGHT be coming for adult service on sunday. (;
the twins... i think im going to be disappointed again. yeahh but they promised this week. oh wells. people out there just let you down luh. well we'll see yeah. hah we met jian hong and nigel after that.haha we played pool. and they enjoyed qq noodles. hahahah then we, 6 guys shared two cans of drinks. hahah not bad eh. haha yeah then we taupoked yx! hahaha yeahhh took a cab with xinyi home as she was going upp thomson for tuition. hah. yeahh ohhhh. me and alden and yx didnt go school today.haha it was all planned. haha yeahh. (:

God has just been so wonderful in my life.
Your love has captured me. (:

2006-07-26T06:59:00.000-07:00

haha today was a crazy day. haha
listened to mp3 during english paper 1. haha jaya is soooo good.
hah dozing of during maths.tired. aah yeah met yx,nigel,xinjie and wendy at compass. yeah crapped around. yx got his MC. hah he ponned. we went to his house. played ball. hahah quite fun. like after sooo long. still got abit of touch. hahaha wanxin and lucas came too. then we went gym. ivan and vincent came. haha yeah then we swam. hahaha xinjie could not look. haha soo she was covered with a towel the whole time. hahaah yeah. then we took pics and all. hahah quite fun. haha yeah then later we walked xinjie home. haha me and nigel bare footed. ahaha super lame. hahaha rough feet now. hahaha lameeee.

2006-07-25T04:01:00.000-07:00

oh its just amazing to see lives getting changed through Him. ((:
forgot to share about yesterday. some guy, an ex drug addict, ex gang member, ex alcoholic to a person who has mended his ways a 100% and is on fire for God. ((:
wow although there were not alot of spiritual elements in his testimony cos it was given during school's assembly, it was sooo good. (: like i told brandon from the start. that guy there is a christian. ((: yeahhh so awesome luhhh. and when he said it himself. yeah super happy. our God.(:
yesss God is AMAZING.(:
we will never walk alone. He'll always be there.

2006-07-24T06:22:00.000-07:00

oh my weekends were really really good! (:
i had RHYA event. yeah that was okayy. haha got to meet up with so many old rhya friends. haha yeah its been a long time. ok but the highlight of my weekends had nothing to do with RHYA, but with God. (: yeahhh although i missed service on saturday but i still made it for heart to heart on sunday. God touched me so. his undying love for us. his mercy he has for us.forgiving our sins time and time again. never ever leaving our sides no matter what happens or what we do or have done. AWESOME AWESOME God. (:
Pastor how first preached about the three mighty men. yeahh i want to give God my all. i was touched (: yeahhh many many of us were. yes. God is just so wonderful. God is not looking for people who just obey the commandments but fulfil his heart's desires. and we are going to do just that. (((:
after the service called twins. they said they werent coming. yeahh have to admit i was really really disappointed. its like i had such high hopes that they were coming for heart to heart. i really really really wanted them to come for the second service.yeahh the wilfred and macus didnt come too. expected. hmmm yeahhh.kinda pissed then.but yeahh. hmmm
but the last service was really really good. Pastor How preached about scars.God will use us even though we have scars. no matter how many or how deep they are, God will still love us and use us. (: yeahhh God's presence was soo strong.got touched by God.(:
we sheded tears for Him. thinking of all He has done for us.how He impacted our lives. and how He loved us. we have such a wonderful God, he'll be there for us no matter what.yeah tissue sunday. haha so true luh. God we're running after you. in this never ending race. (:

2006-07-21T11:06:00.000-07:00

had 3rd calss today. haha so glad it's over. hahah yeah tedious. doing the same drill again and again. i hope i'll pass. cos if i dont. i dont care already. im not going to retake. haha and weizun has a high chance of passing 2nd class. oh my. nobody take 2nd class retest with me. haha
scallop. oh our new trademark nigel came up. hahaha scallop cos it sounds like sadED. hahaha so yeah scallop. hahha wah really out of point .went to chomp chomp with twins, wil,guangwei and yee chuan. haha yeahhh ate soooo much luh. i think we over oredered. hahaha yeahhh had brain freeze!!!. hahahahah so cool eh. hahahahahaha yeah. but oh wells. haha harmony rock tml. i dont want to go but yeah have to like take responsibility. i really really want to go heart to heart with pastors!
yeahhh every single session! but then yeah cdc cdc cdc. waste my time. haha yeah
but thanks God i'm going for sunday's! and i may have NFs going! wil twins and maybe mac yap. (((: hen kai xin. hahahaa

2006-07-20T08:16:00.000-07:00

oh 3rd class drill test tml. hahaha OH MY
yeahh today's discipleship class! what can i say? wonderful! we ARE a family! and we DO have a great heavenly father and spiritual parents! hahahaha yes yes yes. discipleship class was really really good. thanks garrett!(: yeah then had dinner together in church. hahaha scammed people witht he bitter chocolate thingy. hahaha nigel's idea! haha 99% cocoa. hahaha super bitter. hahaha but we paid lehhh aiyyooh.. hahaha actually waste money. HAHA

2006-07-17T07:01:00.000-07:00

hahah cut my hair againnnnn.
like two times in a week. thanks to np luh. hahaha
yeahhh i liked my old hair. and my new. hahahaha my back is shorter now. hahah
yeah went to cut hair with yx and alden. me and yx cut. then xinjie came to meet us. haha yeah
xun's new hair is ok. have to get used to it. haha mullet boy. hahaah
our pics!(:

hahaha yeahhh. waste money luh this week. hahaha. study rule!
yes i will do! (((:

2006-07-16T07:42:00.000-07:00

i havent posted for two weeks already. hahahahah i shall summarise everything then. ok God has been really really good to me! ((: in all aspects. (: even though there were ups and downs. yeahhh it was great. the journey with God. AWESOME. there was jersey weekend. haha service was about real fans. hahaha cool sermon. what to do? awesome pastor, awesome church. AWESOME GOD. ((: haha yeah watched finals in yx house. ummm in this short period of time, all of us really bonded luh. we'll serve God together! YAY. there were bad times and good times but yeah. this is how we overcome. oh and did i say e3 splitted to e3 and e4?hahah too big already. what to do. God of multipolications. AWESOME. hahaha e4 is doing well. yeah some setbacks here and there. btu yeah never be discouraged. He is always there for you((:
ahh im just so happy luh. hahahahha tried to complete study rule too. failed. the two weeks. yeah then cdc. haha manpower again. not easy luh. yeahhh kk days were normal i slept late and stuff. yeahh going out with yx and alden most of then time. fellowship. ahhaa yeahh.
church is GOOD GOOD GOOD. yeahh umm some prolems along the way about my personal life. eayhbut okayyyy. haha yeah and today was awesome. furong is saved!((:
so goog luh. YES ((((:
wonderful wonderful things are happening

2006-07-03T06:28:00.000-07:00

hahaha haven blogged in a few days. lol
hahaha okoko had pop prep on thursday. hahahahah we reheared the dance. and its like the first time we rehearsing the whole dance with 4 people! hhahahah cool. yeah rehearsed in np room. lol. not bad. lol okok then we did the deco! hahaha not bad either. hahahha hahah yeah then we took a short break. me weizun and huikiat went to play baketball. full court somemore. hahahah not bad! hahaha like after not playing ball for so long still got abit left. hahaha yeahh. then roman damn funny. lol joker. hahaha everything also he correct. LOL yeahh then we did everything in one day!. hahahah put up all teh deco already. (: haha yeah rehearsed the dance too! felt a great sense of accomplishment! hahahah i was super super happy. God's doing (:
ok then weizun came to my house to stay. we over ordered at the prata shop. lol kay we practiced the dance and we cooridinated our fighting part. hahahah YEAH cool. then we polished boots. hahaha first sleep over where we polished boots. hahaha yeah then we danced in the webcam for xinjie. hahaha then yeah LAME. okok yeah quite fun luh. hahaha yeah then we slept at 2. hahaha woke up at 5.30 to find the camera charger. hahaha went to school. first thing we did was to go to np room.hahahahah it has been like our home in school since tuesday. hahahaa earthquake is very bonded now. (: hahaha yeah np room rocks luh. we put our bags. and stood there until 7.30. then we went back to class. haha morning assembly was soooooo humid. i perspired like anything. hahahahah yeah. then there was teh freak parade. hahaa damn funny. the headless ghost couldt see. ahhaha then kept walking into stuff. hahahaha then the hard gays!. ahahahahhahaha super super gay. hahah wth. okok then my class did the xbox thing. hahah dumb. went back to np room! hahahahaha stood there for super long. alot of people there all talking nigel yap. hahaha talk bout stuff luh. crap crap crap. ncos that are going to pass out are good ncos. hahaha i feel sad for them luh. hahaha yeahh. then we fooled around in the np room. played all kinds of lame songs. then we rehearsed the dance too (:
YEAH. then it was time to assemble in the hall. RONIN. hahahahahah. levan has a nice screaming voice. hahaha yeahhh. then we our group was the first to start jumping.hahahah then later we pushed each other around. like some mass gang fight. hahahahah push here and there. anyhow one. hahaha i didnt fall (((:
alrick flew. ahahhaha crazy concert. YAY they played BLACK MARIA. hahahaha it was nicer than the mtv cos levan was naked. haha then kwok played the guitar and sang knocking on heaven's door. ahhaha not bad sehh. hahahaha cool performance. then he did the V formation sign! hahah now our whole school fired up about it. hahah the V formation. hahahah. hahahaha yeah ok then after that we were dismissed. went to np room again. yeah then we brushed up on our prep. carried alot of chairs!. ahahah damn worn out. hahaha running around with benches. hahaha yeah ORDERED people to do stuff. POWER. hahahaha yeah got pumped. but didnt do any luh. down then recover. if he pumped me it'll be the first time i get punished in jeans! hahahah YEAH COOL. hahahah then cahnged into full U. had parade. was angry at collin tan for using my cam. wasted batteries. at least he was clever enough to go charge it. hahaha yeah. then had dinner. ordered people to do things again. hahaha POWER. haha okok then we had photo taking. haha normal. yeah then we went to cahnge into concert attire. cahnged to some long sleeve metro shirt. ahhaah yeah then it was the long awaited concert. ahhaha KYK asked us to shorten the script. so we shortened the script. hahahaha. then damn short. hahaha not really enjoyable luh. damn monotone. haha but the performances by the squads were good. haha (: hahaha then later after everything we sprung them with our special item. (: hahahahaha the thing we have beeen rehearsing for soooooooooooooooooooooooooo long. hahahah yeah it went really well. (:
it got everyone happy. hahaha they enjoyed it. hahaha there was even an encore. but there were technical faults ahaha where the music paused. ahhaha but okay luh. hahaha yeah they cheered liek amd (: good. hahaha after the concert they told us they enjoyed the item. officers were all taking vids of us. hahaha GOY. wthhahahah yeah it shows they enjoyed. hahah at least our frequent trips to kai siang's house wasnt wasted. yeah. all the rehearsels and the hard work on thursday. yes. it was God's doings (: hallelujah! YES
ok then went to s11 with the part of them. hahaha sang alot of songs on the way. MUFFIN MAN! hahahahah yeah matthew is funny. funny shit. all of us really got bonded after pop. (:
hahah then SATURDAY. hahaha went to fire conference DOZING OFF luh. wth. cos damn tired. i asked yx to pinch me slap me everything. ahahahahaha still dozing off. i even dozed off when writing. ahaha saw jerome btw. hahaha yeah teh praise and wroship was nice! hahaha got annoited! haha yeah (: hahaha not abd luh. hahah after that went to suntec. had subway again. haha then we walked to ml. plmgs was doing their singing thing. hahah saw familiar faces. hahaha yx damn ass. hahaha yeah wtv. haha anyway saw many familiar faces that day. yeahhh
then went for service. hah service was good! new songs! hahaha yeahh sermon was the same though. hahaha YES hahah. me and alden supposed to go chalet. ahah then we went to brandon's house then maybe chalet later. hahaha yeah then we took pics. hah me yx alden xiang han and shaun went to buy the food. hahah we took super long. cos we had to budget. ahahha like housewives. ahhaha bought all the budget stuff. budget luncheon meat. ahhaha SHANGHAI brand. hahahahaa wtv. haha yeah then i bought a toothbrush . hahah cos i forgot to bring. KODOMO kids. hahha yeah then we bought everything then went up to brandon's house. we walked back!. hahahaha wth. hahaha yeah then they were watching scary movie 4 when we got up. settled down. haha alden wore two layers somemore. hahaha mad. settled down then YC nigel and others cooked. i forgot who but i think winnie did. haha yeahh YC wore shorts. haahha funny. haha yeah then we crapped around. took pics. hahah brandon's house super cosy luh. hahahah the sofa. WHOA. hahah then the instant noodles tasted sooo good. hahahaha cos we were super hungry. hahahahah shared one bowl with alden and yx. like beggars hahahah cos we werer damn hungry then damn kanchiong. ahhaha YEAH. hahahah then after awhile wendy cuiting winnie xinjie nigel had to go home. ahhaha the rest of us stayed. yx yc alden me xianghan brandon and shaun. hahaha yeah yeah the first thing we did was to go play soccer. hahaha not bad. topless gay soccer session. hahaha eeeeyer. hahahnot gay luh. but then yx was damn high. hahah yeah then we went up bathed then we settled down then we had prayer session. praise and worhsip. we did sanctuary. (: haha Yc played his guitar. yeah then we prayed for each other. hahaha yeah cool. really enjoyed it (: then we shared alot among ourselves. and the presence of God was there. (((((: hallelujah! hahah we shared alot among ourselves. then me alden and shuan held a little prayer session among ourselves too. we shared our troubles then we prayed for one another. (: AWESOME.haha yx talke dto brandon for a really really long time. haha then when we came out of the room brazil lost.hahahaha damn lame highlights already. hahaha we became to open up to one another. even like for shaun we met him for the first time and xiang han not so close. after that night we became liek brothers. actually we are. brothers in christ. (: just one big happy family. yeah slept at 5. hahaha before that we played "tau pok" on the bed. 5 people on one small bed. hahah YC at the bottom. haha then we offed the lights out. ahhaha then screamed and stuff. lol hahaha yeah FUN. hahaha . yeah 4 of us slept on the bed then super squeezy. act bonding. haha yeah then when we woke up. only left me and alden. cos i think our spots were the most comfortable one. hahaha yeah then yx didnt wake up in time to go for the 10 am service so he decided to go to the 2 pm with us. haha yeah then yx and alden came to my house. then i changed then alden's dad came to pick us up. haha then his sis wanted macs. then we stopped at macs. then went his house. alden took a really long time. hah yeah then we cab down again. haha went to fish and co. ahha yx's mom paid for us. felt bad. haha me and alden wanted to return but yx said no need. haha emt my parents then went to service. ahha introduced them to yx's mom and the guys. haha yeah it went quite well. thank God ((:
hahah yeah then introduced them to wendy. wendy sat beside my mom. haha service was good. i praised God as usual even though i was standing beside my dad. (: yeah what is there to be ashamed of? (((:. wendy said my mom was good cos she pointed to her head when pastor how asked us to. ahha it went well luh (: yeahhh. my dad enjoyed the sermon too even though he was not a christian. hopefully he;ll be one soon. will pray (:
hah then after that they left. my mom met garrett. (; yeah
then they have no more doubts about HOGC. YAY! and i can stay over to watch soccer in church enxt sunday. cool. hahaha yeah then after service went to buy movie tickets . yongming followed us too. hahaha COOL. so its me alden yx yc and ym. hahah all the YONGs. hahah yong mins is cute. he act read book when we did building maintenance. haha yeah but before tht we had dinner. haha yeah and got trashed at pool by sky. some sec 1 national pool player. i led 5 balls he still caught up. wth. (: but then yeah positive. (: he's cool luh. national player. haha
yeah then went to watch supermman. hahahah damn dumb. me and alden was dozing off during the starting half an hour. then we hecked and sleeped. hahaha ym was the only one who watched the entire show. hahah yc dozed off too. hahaha yeah we were super tired. haha then i took 167 home. really fast. over slept then dropped at ngee soon camp. hah.
yeah but still managed to get home.got home at 12.30 yeah slept at 3. haha woke up at 2.45 the next day. the next day is today. hahaha ok! hahaha yeah stayed at home. msned. SOMEONE did a barney pic for me accidentally. ahahah the colour combi was accidental. ahhaha thanks anyways its nice (: haha yeah. went out for dinner came home. hah yeah normal. done finally. hahahahah post pics tml. ((:
byebye

2006-06-28T08:41:00.000-07:00

hahaha today was super super sad. im feeling sad for alden lau. we were smsing about plans after in school. then dk caught him. and he saw my msg. and caught his hair. wah damn sad. super sad. but alden is still happy. for some reason. hahahhaah. at least he is still positive luh. haha i have alot of work to do. yeahhhhhhhh saddd. hahahah
9th july! GO TEAM BARNEE!!! hahah yeahhh. oh i was so dark when i was sec 2. hahahah
yeahhh basketball. hhaha found all these pics from the np webbie. hahaha oh we're in charge now. hahaha the np room is cosy. hahahah ((((: finally like after 3 years! hahahahhaha
hahah spot me. (:

hahahah such old times. HAHAHAHA (:

2006-06-26T08:04:00.000-07:00

haha more of them.

2006-06-26T06:15:00.000-07:00

hahahahaha i havent blogged in a few days. hah okayyy. i last stopped on tuesday. last tuesday. hmm yx and bel came to my house to eat prata. hahaha all the way from sengkang. not bad eh. hahaha then later wil came. hahaa with all his hongkong apparels. haha then bel couldnt finish her food despite eating the slowest. yx ate alot. haha yeah then we went to fareast to meet nigel.haha his parents were there too. adriena looks like her mom. then me wil and bel went ssc. lol on form. YEAHHHH. then later bel and wil went home. then went to meet xun nigel xinjie they all at marina. hahahahayeahh slacked. me and nigel ate the super famous high class chicken rice. hahah it rocked. yeah then we went to church. yx quite pissed off that he wasted his time. hahah played pool and foosball. haha yeah. then went home.slept at 4. hahaa went to meet alden and nigel for their haircut. haha alden trimmed. nigel cut. hahaha alden abit waste money. hahaha yeah. not bad luh. what you expect for 40 bucks. haha yeah then yc came. went to church played arnd. then yx came. haha yeah waited for them the whole day. went to ssc. haha the cues feel so much better. hahaha the money spent is worth it. haha yeah then went home. slept at 3 plus. okay for the next day!. hahaha the soccer ps2 challenge. haha the first match was BARNEE VS THE POWERPUFF GIRLS. hahahahah BARNEE won with a score of 7-0. hahaha
btw. BARNEE consists, of me and yong cheng. haha cool team. didnt expect to have gone so far. hahah thank God. (((: yeah got into semi finals. won a total of 3 matches. hahah FUN.yeahh we went to penin got boxers with aloy. haha he got southpark i got spongebob again. hahahaha yeah then went to town. aloy cut his hair. hahahaha. not bad luh. diff look. not emo anymore. haha
kay slacked then went home. had district meeting the next day. boring. SMGoh is tall. hahayeah buffet was good. jian ate alot. sushi sushi. ahhaha yeah OKAYYY for sunday!!
last day of holidays! hahhaha the best day in the holidays! WOOO. hahah ok woke up. wore black as it was planned. hah service was awesome! we study to train our minds! the greatest gift from God. our brains! use them wisely!. hahah yeahhH! im motivated to study. hahahaha after service went to hans for snacks ate peach tart. yeah aloy ate cambury, the poisoned chocolate. ahhaha but he didnt care. LOL hahaha then took pics. egoED. hah yeah yx even took an umbrela for us to take emo pics. everyone was looking luh!!!!. hahahhahaha no face they all. kai jun was super funny with his superman tee in the jacket. hahaha sporty!(: we'll be seeing more of him yes. hahaha yeah pics pics pics. ego ego ego. then it was time for the long awaited moment! YOUTH ALIVE. hahahahahahaha yeahhh teh concert was awesome! could feel the strong presence! (: hallelujah! they were awesome. then they share testimonys. they were great. God of miracles! (((: we jumped and jumped. kai jun jumped too! hahaa yeahhh sporty. he got the album for being saved in the last two weeks. cool eh? hahaha jumped alot luh. the songs were great and all. hah! AWESUM!. then later we went upfront. hahahah yeah jumped jumped jjumped. praised praised praised! ((((: YEAHHHHHHH. hahahha FUNNNNNN. yeah perspired alot at first. hah then took pics with a part of the band. yeahh then we went down to the LOVE thing and took even more pics. hahaha acted emo luh the guys. hahaha went for dinner. then went home. then it was the start of a new semester. hahah today was alright. school was normal.siting with samuel shee. hah OH i finally collected my IC. haha went to aljunied to check out the tuition teacehr. ahha not bad luh. but he was not willing to take us at first. cos we no foundation. but yx,alden and me are changed people. hahahaha we are motivated people! hahah so eyah we talked for a long time to convince him that we were determined. and nothing was impossible! (: yeah so he decided to help us. (: hahah after that went to toapayoh. met nigel. hahaha first time seeing him in school U. hah yeah then alden cut his hair. alot shorter but still alright. took cab to ps. yx went to church then we went to ssc. hahah POOL. borrowed the tees there. smelly. hahahah yeah played till 7 plus. went home haha yeah now doing maths hw and blogging. hah i've updated already!!! hahahah
k now for the pics.

more pics to come. (:

2006-06-20T20:45:00.000-07:00

had sana. damn retarded. the indian intructor super super funny. hahahahha yeahh and all the role plying thing. almost got chosen lehhh. hahha nvm. but zheng jie's group was funny cos its funny to see a fat person fall. hahahaha totally. hahaha yeah then came home. online luhhh. got cuiting to send me super super nice PnWs. (((: yeah THANKS
then wendy told me that she signed us up for the ps soccer thing on friday. hahaha aiyo. me yx yc and alden. haha we'll have fun ((: yeahh! have faith in us yo ((((:
OH and i found out that webcam can take all the dimension stuff. hahahahah cooool. hahaha yeah loh. kinda normal day. i lost my hw. hahahahah STRESS. but oh wells (:

2006-06-19T08:44:00.000-07:00

hahah had service yesteday and prayer meeting today.awesummm! hahahahah service was GREAT. yx was sick cos he had allergy from prawns and he went to eat prawn me. its like the dumbest thing i ever heard. and after the prawn mee he ate dumpling noodles. and there were prawns in the dumplings too. hah yeah. then he got rashes. met YC then alden. oh and friends YC brought. COOL. yeahhh then had prayer meeting today! i think i somewhat got a hold of tongues already. (((: yeah garrett told me to take a step of faith and just say out. hah yeah i did but i'll get a full hold of it over time (: hallelujah. and we prayed for the church to grow! hahah and more leaders and more people saved!! ((: COOOL luh we are going to have a break through and tremendous revival luh! (((: then had dinner after prayer meeting. hahaha crazy bunch. everyone damn high. then we did alot of crazy stuff. hahaha yeahh damn fun. (:

2006-06-17T07:29:00.000-07:00

had connect group yesterday. DAMN POWER!!! hahaha it was GREAT! yeah then after that we walked around ps. haha there was barney teh dinosaur performance. then we sand and danced along. haha damn spastic. haha yeah. ok i still cant believe i missed c8 luhhhhhhh!!!. hahahaha they had alot of fun. yeah and i was like rotting in cheeenaaa. ahh i missed alot. oh wells i have to wait ANOTHER year. sad but oh wells (:

2006-06-14T21:31:00.000-07:00

hahahah back. finally. kay cheeena was full of rude and loud people. but theres were those polite cool and educated ones. hahah yeah. oh and i bought many peeing monks. haha i bought 20! hahahaha. yeah for gifts. ummm actually shanghai was kinda cool. hah but i didnt really find the things i were looking for. hahaha but it was okayyyyy.hahah the twins still in london. lionel coming back tml. wilfred going tml. hahahah damn dumb. kay now its ssc,town and church time!(((:

kay the pics

2006-06-11T09:14:00.000-07:00

hah. cheeeenaa is boring. hen men.hahahaha.yeah the i didnt sleep at all for the plane flight. haha too engrossed in the movies. i watched date movie and glory road. hahaha the date movie was super dumb. hahah glory road was cool. about basketball and racism. touching. yeah.okay yeah the i got really tired when we reached china.took a nap when we reached the hotel.today was dumb. i guess. i learnt how to appreciate singapore more. the cleanliness and the people. the people in cheeena are rude, desperate for business and dirty. yeah the people damn irritating. buggers. yeahhh.alright.oh and im returning on the 15.lol actually it was the 16 but my mom read the tic wrongly.hahahah.yeah. oh im having XLBs for every meal. wth. hahha but nice. hahah.XLB overdose. hahaha. yeah.oh yx and nigel warned me bout people banging you and pushing you in crowds. its true. yeah i got pushed by an old woman. bot pushed yeah but there was contact. rude old bitch.and not only her luh. yeah but there were many cases. cheeeena people are rude. not all but yeah.some. oh and i have maozhedongs face on every note. HAHAHAH cheeena currency. hahah (: okay. yeah bye.

2006-06-10T03:54:00.000-07:00

oh im leaving later. ahhaa ok my last post. okay. i'll be missing so much when im gone. bad timing luhhhhh. ok firstly i'll be missing the long awaited c8. but nvm i have people to go with for c9. haha ok then im missing church combined service. and cg meetings. and going to church. and church sleep over. ahhaha oh and the np annual camp. anyways i dont want to go to the np camp. haha so yeah. but im missing alot instead. yeahhhh. okay and yongxun is going to have fun. (((: haha yeah. and i'll miss friends. church friends.ego friends. hahaha yeah i dont there'll be internet connection. hahah oh i wont be seeing ong kian hong for 12 days. hahahah sad. you sure? hahaha yeah cos his leaving when i return. hah yeah.
ok my last day in singapore. haha it was amusing. haha.
spent my day online. yeah played webcam with someone. hahaha and someone's mom was soooo on luh. hahahahah soo cool. yeah. hahaha it was fun. haha and my mom made me change at 6 and we're leaving at 10. hahaha yeah. dumb. ok yeah to all you peeps. takecare and haven fun. (:

2006-06-09T23:36:00.000-07:00

OH and i got addicted to this song. Chris Rice's cartoons. hahah ok here are teh lyrics. ahhh damn nice.praise and worship (:

I was thinkin' the other day,"What if cartoons got saved?
They'd start singing praiseIn a whole new way...
"Yeah, I was thinkin' the other day,
"What if cartoons got saved?
They'd start singing praiseIn a whole new way..."

Fred and Wilma Flintstone Sing "Yabba-dabba-do-lu-yah"
Scooby-doo and Shaggy:"Scooby-dooby-doo-loo-yah"
And the Jetsons' dog named Astro:"Rough-ray-roo-loo-yah"
(repeat chorus)

Teenage Mutant Ninga Turtles:"Cowabunga-loo-yah, Dude!"
Then there's, "Kermit the Frog here, singing,High-ho-le-loo-yah"
And that little bald guy, Elmer Fudd:"How-ay-woo-yah"
(repeat chorus)

Oh that big old moose and his friend Rocky,"Bullwinkle-loo-yah"
And our favourite bear named Yogi,"Hey, Boo-Boo-loo-ya"
Then there's all those little blue guysAnd they'd sing, "Hah-la-la-la-la-la-la-la-la-lay-loo-yah"
How about Beavis and that other guy?"Nah!!"

Now, there's a point to this looney-tune
I'm not an Anamaniac But there's a lot of praisin' to do
And cartoons weren't made for thatIt's our job
So, let's sing hallelujah

HALLELUJAH. (:

2006-06-09T06:51:00.000-07:00

hah im leaving for china tml. i dont think theres gonna be internet connection. so yeah. hah
bye.

2006-06-08T19:20:00.000-07:00

went to church yesterday.cg meeting. haha it was my first. and alden's too i guess. played pool with alrick. then nigel and yx came. oh wil came before that too. yeah i won alrick 8-3. hahahah in 8 ball. yeah then we went to church. went to the toilet many times. hah yeah made of yx's cap. yeah then it was cellgroup meeting. hahaa cool. yeah played games. yx had to do forfeit.he sand the schoool song. haha me and alden did the hey part. hah. yeah then we had praise and worship! yeah im still looking for the song "the source". yeah. everything was great. Garrett prayed for me and all. and i was touched by God (: it was great. yeah i and i have a positive take of things now(: so yeah. its good (((((: praise the Lord.

2006-06-07T20:28:00.000-07:00

a prank?!? -_-

2006-06-07T19:33:00.000-07:00

okay i'm officialy screwed. screwed really bad. the dutch went to worsen things.a prank by the dutch. thanks ah. my cadied flavoured balls.
you better do something about it.

2006-06-07T05:07:00.000-07:00

im not happy. i didnt say i was angry. im sad. its sad. everything is sad. hope i would be able to take things easier tml. yeah. its over ian. over. no more trying. no matter how much you try. it wont work.yeah. everything is going wrong wrong wrong. my friends fighting each other online. on each other's blogs. some kinda online war.and things are ugly.to the extent that they say things like what they really feel.they've shown their true colours.yeah.-_- all the shit happening. i have a brother who has a hell lot of comments and has a different mindset. yeah its difficult. i have a difficult sister too. things are not as smooth as they were. i was happy for awhile. its always temporary. then you find out something. then bang.headshot. yeah lucky you have your friends. but they're not always free. i think i wont be seeing them for a long time. im going china on the 10th.twins are going london on the 11th.im coming back on the 16th and wil is going to hk on the 16th.-_-
the twins would only be back on the 22nd. the holidays are going to be over really soon. then it'll be school school school again. its sad yeah. damn sad, but things cant go the way you want them to. you do not have the power to. you cant stop people from making decisions.yeah. if i could do that. i wouldnt be so down.if only. yeah but then its their choice what.like i chose to be stupid and tried.i still have cdc shit work. giving out the 100 bucks. its damn tedious. i dont want to do it. but can i stop zatan from making decisions? apparently not. if i could i would have gone for c8 last week. if the date was not changed. things change. or they appear to have changed. its dumb luh. you cant blame people. cos they made the choices. sometimes i try to get motivated in life but its so hard. its too much to take. i need God desperately. my life is in a mess. and prolly because of physical needs. yeah so its not good. everytime when you're down you ask yourself what your living for. you wont be able to answer. blank.maybe its because i have a negative point of view now. but i cant help it yo. things dont always go the way their planned. yeah so yeah. take it.but at least i tried. kay

2006-06-07T04:15:00.000-07:00

everything's just so so wrong.it was not supposed to.damn.

2006-06-07T01:53:00.000-07:00

the last day of lsmc...yeah it was alright as well. there was this time when we went around writing on each other's papers abut good comments. haha i got three comments saying im artistic. hahaha i only drawing because i was bored luh. hahahaha yeah. i drew alot of shit yeah.
of my squadmates, formation signs of various schools. hahah.i got zhonghua,bartley,PL and cedar.hahaha they were well drawn.((:
yeah then all the marists ganged junhao's card.wrote all the father stuff. haha like you;re a great dad.hahah yeah dissing and stuff. we wrote of melvin's card too. hahahah i dont think he'll read my blog. so yeah we wrote gay stuff about him. haha oh lsmc was fun.gotta admit.hah. oh and some guy said rebecca ma'am looks like a pau.hahaha so mean. no offence. hahaa dont know who. soneone. yeahhh loh. went to kaisiang;s house after lsmc. but we had lunch first luh. then we rehearsed the dance. we're quite good now! ((:
yeah got the vids and everything.haha im going china soon. hah damn.

2006-06-06T09:17:00.000-07:00

the 2nd day of lsmc. it was kinda fun and slacker at first. hahah until the various school dances.wth. like 8 out of 13 of the marist went to syf. leaving me, edward,malan,kaisiang and weijie. then we played a million ways from my ipod. only me and kaisiang knew so we were like two clowns infront dancing like idiots.threw our faces yeah. damn. if only weizun and hui kiat were there. i think it would have gone smoothly. yeah and only if we rehearsed more. haha i think theres gonna be a rehearsel tml at kaisiang's hosue. cool. hahahah yeah the course was alright. quite fun luh. kay. went home straight after lsmc. bathe changed then went town. haha went to cine then heeren then cine again. got taiwan chicken on the way to ssc. it was nice. yeah then play pool. hah it was oldies night again!. hahahah all the aunties and uncles clubbing seh. hahahaha damn funny. all the old songs. nice! hahah could see all of the aunties shaking heads! oldies techno! hahah kept laughing. lol.

2006-06-05T05:34:00.000-07:00

first day of lsmc. i woke up late.almost late. but my dad fetched me. so yeah on time. it was alright. but the duration is just too long luh. me and julian same group again. haha then we saboed malan to be group leader. hahah we always sabo people. hahahah yeah always successful.
the course was normal luh. quite slack but kinda fun. yeah but things are not the same. ahhhhh. yeah sad.

2006-06-04T09:02:00.000-07:00

someone going off tml. haha one less ego person to talk to. yeah its gonna be quite long. so sad luh. yeah im going to cheena on the 10th. im gonna be missing so many things. im gonna be missing c8, HOGC service. but then it's all God's plans. (((:
so yeah COOL! things will be different. all the trips and all. ): yeah haha but oh wells. look on the bright side. they're God's plans. (: well i cant wait to go to HOGC service! and for someone to return. hah.

2006-06-04T04:58:00.000-07:00

today was awesome. first service at H.O.G.C and i found it super awesome. man im going back. made so many new friends. and i re-made a new best friend, jesus (:. got touched by god. and yeah service was way way way way awesome. now i have a personal relationship with god after back sliding for soo many years. yongxun gave me the talk they give to new members after service. haha he was not bad luh. he gave me his first time. hahah god bless all of you. ((((((:

2006-06-03T08:26:00.000-07:00

went to play pool. met the twins. i called ssc then they got to play first. wth. haha pool was "pek chek" at first but better later. hahah went to long john after that. yeah then we walked around town. played the table soccer challenge thing. hahaha i scored two own goals. hahah but i won in the end. ahha it was fun. yeah. then we went LE. saw these really nice asic shoes. plain white but damn nice. oh and the puma jacket i liked in a on and off manner. haha i've got so many things in my shoppinglist. i need cash yo. waited for 167 for one and a half hours. fuck the driver. so fed up. then no cabs also.finally got a cab. thank god.

2006-06-02T09:10:00.000-07:00

haha oh kai siang's sister gave us these really weird candies. hahah shaped of condoms, sanitary pads, cocks, breats, hahaha all the shit. hahaha damn cool. highlight of the day! HAHAHAA
yay OK GO. rehearsels cant wait. haha

2006-06-02T09:06:00.000-07:00

haha today was fun fun fun. went to kai siang's house to do pop stuff. damn damn fun. we are doing ok go's a million ways dance. DAMN COOL. we almost got the whole thing. damn happy. man we're gonna be famous. sg's very own OK GO. wth. i think we'll do a good job for pop. like the very first one that is actually close to "cool". yeah. went to pc fair again. bought speakers and webcam. hah had XLB for dinner. cool. came home fooled around with webcam. haha yeah fun.

2006-06-01T07:45:00.000-07:00

pop meeting tml. hope it'll go well.

you're so on and off.

ah fuck it luh. dont care anymore.

2006-06-01T07:29:00.000-07:00

hah im pathetic.

2006-06-01T07:24:00.000-07:00

went to teh pc fair at suntec. got sooo many flyers. hahahah brought them home to read. haha. yeah then went to marina for late lunch. had some super nice chicken rice. hahah with a big big signboard. hahahah then took a bus to ssc. played pool. haha pool was badddd. hahah MELISSAH. ahha we kept looking. HOT. haha. yeah then wilfred left. then me and lionel walked from ssc to cine then to wheelock , pacific then fareast. hahaha saw stussy chick. yeah still the same. HOT. hahaha oh gawd. gorgeous people are depressing. then we were like WTF. hahahah
melissah, stussy chick all these people make people depressed. make them feel imperfect. hahaha. today has been more of bird watching for me and lionel. hahah wilfred saw his own share too luh at ssc. haha but then yeah. HAH.

2006-05-31T21:17:00.000-07:00

my bro got this lightsaber for 65 bucks. its so mini.ahah kinda cool. its heavy for its size. oh and shoe fetish is back.

2006-05-31T09:15:00.000-07:00

hahaha i wrote so much on what i think forgot to write about my day. hahaha my day was alright. went out with mom and siblings. haha boring. then went home then went to play pool. john wilfred and calvin tang. the whole ssc was filled with marists. ex marists, sec 4s yeah. pool was good. im not that "pek chek" anymore. hahaha went to long john with john after pool. two of us ate 4 combo 1s. hahahah alot of people stared. but we were starving so heck luh. hahaha couldnt finish. but then at least it was worth it. yeah. then went home. sat beside some super obese guy on the bus ride home. i only had half the seat. he took 1 and a half. wth. and his fat arm wth.oh and he snores.

2006-05-31T08:54:00.000-07:00

ok came up with something hope it makes sense. ok i think the media is to blame. people get down and unhappy because they get think to much. when they think too much. they get really really depressed. then after that they start getting dramatic. ok these people only know how to reaction in a situation like this when they watch television. theres drama , drama and more drama. when someone get depressed he thinks of all of the negative stuff. never positive. then everything is against him. the more he thinks, the situation worsens. he hate this and that. yeah then. this is also beause of the media. all the locking oneself in the room crying. all the suicide thoughts and emo farewell letters. all from the media. oh and all the emo talk. also from the media. then the media also show positive things. liek gorgeous people. haha okay that is also an issue. they make people realise how imperfect they are. ahha then they get all depressed and stuff again tehn the vicious cycle continues they think too much blah blah. am i right up to this point? i sure am. hahahah. kay but then what we dont see is the less fortunate. those not on teevee. then you'll appreciate yourself, your life, your family. and that is also on the media. so its an on and off thing again.but then when they show the less fortunate. the less fortunate peopel will feel worse. then they become depressed and all. then they think people are symphathetic tpwards them. feeling that they are not treated the same way as NORMAL people. then the vicious cycle of emoness continues. they would be hey i was on teevee. but what the show depicted was how pitiful and how much help they need form the public. how pathetic is that? its sad luh. the media is cruel, thoughtless and stupid with good intentions of entertaining people.
although people get their fair share of entertainment. but people do get hurt. yeah. hahaha oh shit. i posted crap. hahahha go mediacorp go. haha

2006-05-31T07:56:00.000-07:00

haha today has got me thinking. and i think i have great parents. not because they do stuff for but yeah. haha love them.wilfred is gonna have comments for this. yeah so in advance fuck off wilfred (:
oh and i think alrick is a nice person to confide to. cool guy but a big head. hahaha. yeah i think have to return no. 1 tml. damn sad. maybe only. yeah
oh i have to realise my obey dream soon.

2006-05-31T00:27:00.000-07:00

fuck im feeling really stupid now. all the regrets and yadayada. fuck all this.

2006-05-30T10:26:00.000-07:00

talked bout problems of the heart with alrick till 2 am. hah i had alot to share. haha but then im grateful he listened to me complain. hah i think i feel alot better.thanks yeah. its 2 am and im not tired. wth. must be the roti bomb. been listening to soo many genre of songs. have mixed feelings now. happy sad and constipated. hah life is so hurtful and the same time fun and relaxing. it depends on what and when you do stuff. hah i've not been getting it right then. hah

2006-05-30T09:41:00.000-07:00

yeah stayed at home. my new link is wherethegreengrassgrow.got it from a song by tim mcgraw. haha was listening to it when thinking of a url. haha went out for supper with kian hong. fucker poured out half of the sugar in the container. bastard. sugar mountain. now im sick of sugar.yeah ate alot. ten bucks. oh then tried the roti bomb.haha it was stupid. but something new.haha i feel better now. not as down as in the afternoon. guess life is the same. reminded doug about bobo. unintentionally. yeah then he was down again. but then at least bobo is a living memory. even for me. i still have a strong impression of bobo when he was alive. but i think its better he is gone. he was in alot of pain yeah. so yeah.douglas cried. they have this photo of him beside their com. i wonder what would happen if my souffle dies too. i think i'll be devasted. he is like my anti emo dog. i talk and cry to him when im emo. souffle is a nice dog, but im not spending enough time with him. yeah but i played with him during this holiday. haha its gonna be a owner and dog holiday. dogs are men's best friend. hah that explains why the twins are my bestfriends. hahahaha. lets hope tml is will be a better day.what a wonderful world yo.
praise the lord.

2006-05-30T03:34:00.000-07:00

holidays are boring stayed at home the whole day. listened to music. i must say it was kinda ok.

2006-05-29T19:27:00.000-07:00

watched xmen yesterday. now the twins think shadow cat is damn hot. they think someone is hot after every movie. so now no more emma watson, a lil bit of tifa left maybe. oh and jean grey has the desperate housewife look. hhahahahahah. the show was dumb. i think they chahnged they whole storyline.scott died in the first 15 mins. how dumb is that. then logan made out with jean. hahahah that was unexpected. oh and the part when the little angel cut his wings in the bathroom. damn sick.shit i still cant get over it.played pool after movie. pool sucked. it was better before the movie. damn.

2006-05-28T20:14:00.000-07:00

hah hows the blogskin? its ego and gay. but its alright i guess. haha. thanks to wil designs. hah whatever.spent the whole night talking about hair with SOMEONE. sooo many hairstyles in my head, all 159++ of them. i have inspiration. but my hair is too short.hah oh and i finally saw fried hair. its like fur. like the fur of a netherland dwarf rabbit. haha. woke up early. mom sent me to cdc. had to run some errands for zatan. and now im in cdc posting waiting for the twins to go home so that i can go to their house to wait instead of cdc. i think its gonna be pool and xmen later. oh and im a 100 dollars richer. but the money is not for me. have to give it out to the foot on foot participants. damn tedious.by friday somemore. shit. oh someone set the red rain wallpaper as background in the computer im using in cdc. cool.
he saw red falling down on him.

2006-05-28T06:55:00.000-07:00

watched two disney movies today. caspaer and twitches. hah. disney movies make you feel happy, sad then happy again. hah but sometimes its happy sad then disappointed. yeah stupid.
wow tml is a monday and theres no school. gotta get use to it.
i'll miss people in school. especially mrs jaya. will miss her so. bet the whole class will. hah
i think she owns all the teachers. even kwok and his ice cream. mrs jaya has jaya power she does not need bribery. hah but i'll still eat the ice cream IF we get the 10 As. yeah.
holidays are boring. i think i'll get sick of pool and town pretty soon. but not yet. hah
oh i listened to the red rain song for 200+ times already according to itunes. hah
i dont feel like going to china. i dont feel like staying home. oh and wil is working on my blogskin. hope it turns our well. well its wil designs eh. should be not bad luh. doing goal settings tml with wil and lionel.

2006-05-27T22:36:00.000-07:00

watched casper 3 again after such a long time. haha hilary duff was alot cuter last time when she was young. haha the little red witch the movie was about ghosts, witches, magic, and puppy love.
the ending was kinda dumb. they went separate ways. poor casper. yeah. sad

2006-05-27T19:35:00.000-07:00

that song is stuck in my head. hah . its a good thing.

i see red, raining down on me
as far as the eye can see
i see red, raining down
on my knees, red rescued me
now i can fly, like a bird in the sky
theres no mountain, that i cannot climb

2006-05-27T08:10:00.000-07:00

haha
went for red rain today. another long sleeve event. it was so hot. oh and yx was late as usual. hah. he played host for the day. quite ok luh. at least he brought water in his bag. he is one resourceful guy. he brought two water bottles, pencil box, umbrella and plastic bags in his crumpler. hah. the concert was awesome. haha we were high at some times. jumped and sang really loud. haha fun luh. thanks yx haha sorry we doubted you at first. praise the lord. they sang better then in their album. live is always the best luh. hhaha there is another one tml. haha i might go. might. hahaha after the concert, we crapped around. duh. yx was leading. hahaha.
then we went to ps.had dinner then played pool. haha pool was alright. haha to sum it all up. today was awesome. thanks all. haha brandon was really funny today. hahaha oh my dad is flying off tml. yeah.

i see red raining down on me. ((((:

2006-05-26T17:40:00.000-07:00

oh this is some copy and lift thing.
bored too. so yeah

Mark your confessions:

[] I'm afraid of silence.

[ ] I Talk A LOT when I get really nervous.

[ ] I am really ticklish.

[ ] I'm afraid of the dark.

[] I'm afraid of facing my back to open doors atnight.

[] I can't sleep in a room if the door is open

[ ] I can't sleep in a room if the door is closed

[ ] I am afraid of gay or lesbian people.

[ ] I believe in true love.

[ x] I've run away from home

[ ] I listen to political music

[ ] I collect comic books

[x] I shut others out when I'm sad.

[x] I've stayed out all night.

[ x] I open up to others easily.

[x] I am keeping a secret from the world.

[x] I watch the news

[ ] I own over 5 rap CDs.

[ x] I love Disney movies.

[ ] I am a sucker for green eyes.

[ ] I am a sucker for brown eyes.

[ ] I am a sucker for blue eyes

[ ] I dont kill bugs

[x] I curse.

[ ] I have an "x" in my screen name.

[x] I've slipped and fell in public.

[x] I've slipped out a "lol" in a real conversation

[ ] I love Spam....

[] I bake well

[ ] I have worn pajamas to class.

[ x] I have owned something from Abercrombie.

[ ] I want a better job

[x ] Talked on a phone for 6+ hours.

[ ] I love Dr. Phil.

[x] I like multiple people

[x] I am guilty of tYpInG lIkE tHiS.

[x] I am self-conscious.

[x] I love to laugh.

[ ] I have smoked a pack in one day.

[ ] I loved Lord of the Flies.

[] I have cough drops when I'm not sick.

[ ] I can't swallow pills.

[ ] I have a lot of scars.

[ ] I can't sleep if there is a spider in the room.

[ x] I love chocolate.

[ ] I bite my nails.

[x ] I am not comfortable with being me.

[x ] I play computer games when I'm bored.

[x] Gotten lost in the city.

[ ] Thought of suicide before.

[x] Seen a shooting star.

[ ] Had a menage a trois.

[] Gone out in public in my pajamas

[ ] Have kissed someone really strange....

[ ] Hugged a stranger.

[ ] Been in a bloody fist fight with someone of a diff. sex.

[ x] Been in a fist fight

[ ] Been arrested.

[x] Laughed and had some type of beverage comeout of my nose.

[x] Pushed all the buttons on an elevator.

[ ] made out in an elevator.

[ ] Swore at Liberace.

[many many times] Kicked a guy where it hurts on purpose

[ ] Been skydiving.

[ ] Been bungee jumping.

[ ] Gotten stitches.

[ ] Drank a whole gallon of milk in one hour

[x] Bitten someone

[ ] Been to Niagara Falls.

[x] Gotten the chicken pox.

[ ] Crashed into a car...

[ ] been to Japan.

[x] Ridden in a taxi.

[ ] shoplifted

[ ] Been fired.

[x] Had feelings for someone who didn't have them back.

[ ] Stole something from your job.

[ ] Gone on a blind date.

[x] Had a crush on a teacher/coach.

[ ]Celebrated Mardi Gras in New Orleans.

[ ] Been to Europe.

[ ] Slept with a co-worker, and/or employee.

[ ] been to New York

[ ] Been married

[ ] Gotten divorced

[x] Saw someone/something dying.

[x] Have a list of people you want to kill.

[ ] Driven over 400 miles in one day.

[ ] Been to Canada.

[x] Been on a Plane.

[ ] Seen the Rocky Horror Picture Show.

[ ] Thrown up in a bar or club

[x] Eaten sushi.

[ ] Been snowboarding.

[x] Continued to care for someone sooo mucheven though you know you can't have them

[x] taken a picture just for the sole purpose ofputting it on myspace/friendster..

[ ] Been ice skating

[x] Cried in public.

[ ] Walked purposely into traffic with your eyesclosed.

[ ]been at a party and instead of giving out yourphone number you give them your myspace nameand say look me up

[x] liked someone even though you knew youshouldn't have.

[x] Thought of someone a lot lately.

[ sometimes] Hate the world.

[x] Love someone who doesnt realize it

[ ] have your cell phone permanently attached toyour hand/hip

[x] cried over a guy/girl you didnt even go out with.

hah lame.

2006-05-26T08:37:00.000-07:00

noticed something.i do not turn on the air con when i return home late. oh and zheng jie is love sick. wilfred needs T bank soon. cos i need my money back. oh these days have been shoes shoes and more shoes again. so many targets. jialat.

2006-05-26T08:01:00.000-07:00

last day of school.had mass. they played "all in all". hah one of my fabourites. oh and : lor i offer my life" yeah. cool. had np after that. but wasnt feeling too well so i went home. haha
then went to ps to meet lionel and zun. long sleeve outing. haha got interviewed by some person from 17 magazine. asked me what were my limits to using ways to beautify yourself and the waxing and stuff. haha i just told her none of the above. haha then she took my pic name and age. damn i think i sucked in that pic. i couldnt smile. jialat. haha if it comes out i'll be a laughingstock.played pool. haha pool was good. hahah got my favourtite cue again. then we played till wilfred came. haha then played one game with wilfred. lucky bastard. haha i was leading all the way then my black ball stopped right outside the hole. then he finished it. luck.
then we went to eat the thaiwan snack thingy. yeah the oysters sucked. then we went home. haha red rain tml. maybe pool again. pool frenzy.hahah

2006-05-25T05:51:00.000-07:00

school was a killer. should've stayed at home. 4 periods of maths! wth. hhaa i got 17th in class.
toh jing heng got 1st. that bastard . haha. went to queensway. got our class tee samples done. haha justin's ones were out of place. haha. wdv. haha but they're kinda cool.

2006-05-24T06:47:00.000-07:00

hahah i only left one day with my photoshop trial thing. its been a month. haha so yeah ego again. oh queensway tml promised dutch.
let me show you funkaye chicken!
hahahahahah

2006-05-24T05:48:00.000-07:00

today was dumb. went to prata shop for breakfast. then went home. played mindsweepers with SOMEONE. and she won. hahahha. she doesnt want to play again.hahaha nvm luh let her keep her reputation.heh yeah. then went to play pool. saw that actress who acted in the premarital sex video showen during the sex talk. hahahahah she looked the same!
haahah the premarital sex face. hahaha
pool was alright. john winning streak. bastard. haha
took 167 home. really tired. took teh same bus as quiten then byron later. my brother was behind all the time when i alighted and i didnt know. haha SOMEONE is a pro at rafflesing now.

2006-05-23T19:14:00.000-07:00

ponned school.played minesweepers with amelia in the morning. hahah i won!. haha alrick your sis is a sore loser. hahaha. she just went off after she lost. hahaha 7 year olds.

2006-05-23T07:56:00.000-07:00

im not going for c8. waited for one whole fucking year. going for events just hoping to be able to come back as leader.and now this happens. shit always happen when you least expect it to. well fuck shit. fuck everything. just fuck my dumb luck.

2006-05-23T07:24:00.000-07:00

looks like everyone is ponning school tml.i dont know.
play pool or queensway tml. oh wells.
kinda down.
bye.

2006-05-23T05:06:00.000-07:00

oh and did i mention that KYK was damn high today. hahah he was damn cartoon the way he decribe the campfire burning.he was like vrhoooomsh hahahah and he sang songs. hahaha damn funny.
i have one funny OC.

oh and i texted Oi today. he didnt reply. hope he is still alive. (:

2006-05-23T04:55:00.000-07:00

hahaha today is a crazy day!hahah
the remarks jaya gave me for the semster is sooo positive and unexpected! hahah! ok here goes: A highly intelligent and hyperactive student,Ian is a boon to the class.He adds life and brings spark to the class. He has great potentials that await tapping and he has brought pride to the school in many ways.
(:
haha you guys are jealous.man jaya is the best. oh and we are doing class tees. and the printing would be: dont play with yourself, play with ________(name of student). hahaha cool right? and we are all going to wear it on youth day.damn kinky and misleading.yeah supposed to go to queensway after school with dutch but then i had np . so yeah. hahaa oh and i hope i can go for obs. the chances are very very very very slim. cos only 7 can go. and priority is given to the people who didnt go for 2 atcs. bastard. dont think im going but i hope i will. oh and im going for lsmc too. going to st gabs. damn going to see shafiq. haha he doesnt want to see me with my hairstyle. yeah im not going annual camp. going to CHEENA. i have nothing to do with the choosing of dates it was my mom. so yeah. oh and c8 may be postphoned. fuck. if it is postphoned im not going. i'll be in cheena.fuck. and why go cheena? oh and the npcc carnival too. just go and see my squadmates directing vehicles. cool. yeah.

2006-05-22T06:35:00.000-07:00

c8 is coming. monday. hmmm. somehow im not really looking forward today. but i want to go.
but the thought of nacli! all of the memories. happy or sad. they just come back yeah. haha when wilfred and alden were there last time. haha those were the days. but now its a little different at least hengwei sam and weiguo are still here. and the air-con rooms. we're gonna play ball again.cool.im gonna touch the basketball again after soo long. ok but this time we're going back as leaders. it'll be different. we wont be waiting for things to happen. but make things happen. man it has been a year already.all of the events and meetings. all gone and alden is in y2y and wilfred not active. hah cdc ah cdc. but zatan is staying. so quite cool luh. havent seen him for quite awhile. my lifes' been full of school npcc and outings.
cdc i think i'll be seeing alot of you in the holidays.oh and i want to pick up a new hobby. lifes' boring. i've gotta find new colours in life. oh and i hope that c8's campfire would be successful. and the weather would be fine. hah im thinking too much.

somebody just caught a lizard. and she thinks its cute. hah (:

2006-05-22T06:04:00.000-07:00

school was dumb. didnt want to go at first but my mom made me feel guilty. oh wells.
was reallt tired. slept for 1 period then it was all talks.
almost dozing off during the talks. even thought it was about sex. hahaha
it was dumb luh. lousy acting. and they showed pictures of STD dicks. damn sick.
looked like elephant trunks. damn sick. all roting and stuff.
went to play pool after school with john morgan and wilfred. morgan is a changed guy. haha
but its too sudden luh. not like him. haha but its a good change. praise the lord.
pool was not good. yeah. was dozing off on the bus again. oh fuck post exam activities. all talks and more talks. theres nothing new. why cant they take us to the zoo or something.we can see elephant trunks there too ya know.

2006-05-21T08:42:00.000-07:00

haha if i really do pon school. my excuse would be excess chlorine intake during atc. hahah. the water had super high chlorine level luh. it tastes more chloriny than the water from the swimming pool. taht serious. but we still drank it anyway. this excuse is open to all who went for atc and is hoping to pon school tml. ((: cheers.

2006-05-21T07:14:00.000-07:00

atc...
haha got into group two.
unexpected groupmate. julian. oh kai siang.
hah it was okay. atc was slack.we were like hoping for more pumping during day 1. haha but we got it all on the last day. hah. we didnt get night torture but at least we got torture session in the morning. many marists fell out. oh wells. we have heard about night torture but never really experienced it. sad luh. its the last atc yo. rafting was kinda fun. hahah finally got wet. but the process was fun too. people laugh at my inside out shirt. haha. they have issues luh. but the label at the back was irritating. haha. rafting wasnt so successful yea but we got wet. that was the main point. kk then orienteering.i was like dosing off the whole session. and i got caught for my hair but nothing happened luh. i wasnt too good at orienteering. somebody was. hah. and all the pacing shit.yeah. ok then atf. hahaha i was super shaky on the trapeez. haha but the later parts were ok. hahah somebody was bargaining during atf. haha cute. haha yeah it was fun. then campfire. the performances were so monotone. yeah nothing special.all guess here and there.
cleanup was fast. drank coke. heavenly.yeah. atc 2006 was fun. i think i miss it. hah. now have to adjust my life back to non atc life mode. sad. haha i may not be going to school tml! hahaha . yeah and wil's birthday treat. damn i ordered the wrong thing. haha but all of the supersized drinks were cool. sea monkey forever and ever. played pool. haha paid 15 bucks for gst and service charge. we can save 10 dollars if we go get our food and pour ourselves water. yeah.

2006-05-21T00:04:00.000-07:00

haha
atc was alright.had some unexpected groupmate. haha
yeah and oh kai siang. so cool. haha post more later.going out to celebrate wil's birthday. that bastard treating. but not as much as last year. hah k bye

2006-05-18T08:25:00.000-07:00

almost done packing. but heck luh. going to sleep. i hope i dont leave out anything tml. yeah. bye. im gonna spend quality time with my bed. goodnight all. bonvoyage. i may not return.
bye world.

2006-05-18T04:48:00.000-07:00

haha read my old post. they were sooo long. and the one on 8/19/05. haha i sounded as if i was gong to die. but yea. flashback babeh.

2006-05-18T04:32:00.000-07:00

walking to the campsite.jialat ah.
pitching tents.vertical pole is mine.
atc is scary.damn

2006-05-18T01:06:00.000-07:00

oh fuck. acne acting up again. i hope i wont be going to atc looking like rudolf the red nose raindeer.fuck it. todays' fucked up because my results are fucked up.3 people passed chem and im not one of them. how fucked up it that? i left out two questions in the geog paper by accident how fucked up is that? i failed only one subject but average still 50+, how fucked up is that? i have atc tml, how fucked up is that?ahh everythings' fucked up.
i really dont feel like going tml. what if i land up in a sucky group. ahh i think everyone is pretty much having the same mindset. yea.people will think im a lousy groupmate to have too.yea so it cant be helped luh. oh and toh jing heng will top the class this time i guess. fuck studies. so superficial. haha the pokemon song kinda motivates people. go listen when you need motivation.
oh and i got a lollipop for geog again. just because i passed. and not many people did. ahh. i hope my position in class would be alright. im so screwed luh.

2006-05-17T06:16:00.000-07:00

got my results back today. here are my results. laugh all you want.
eng 55
chi 58
a maths 50
e maths 51
ss 29/50
damn i think i suck at everything.i stayed for atc briefing even though i was so tired. i took a 3 hours nap last night. haha. atc is like two days away. im excited and at the same time scared and afraid i'll screw up. haah.hmmm. i need to go get everything i need by tml. abit last min yea. but yea. getting back chem and bio tml. bon voyage. my np tees are tight fit. hahahahha.jialat ah.
but oh wells i'll just be walking aorund the campsite like a GOY. this year noordin again. its quite ok luh. at least the environment is the same. hope my group members turn out alright. the sji guy,william and kenneth wont be joining us. sad LUH. i think i'll be trying out the sick bay beds this time. theres a bloody fan for crying out loud. havent started packing. but i cant bear to leave my home, my family,my bed,my stuff. my phone.my ipod,my dog.yea its gonna be three whole days of wholesome instant noodles.damn. its gonna be like a test. a real cruel one. oh yar. i'll miss pool.
and town. and cleanliness. oh and my shower. bye everything. oh and wilfred. your birthday treat for us on sunday or weekday. haha dude im the VIP yo. ok hong kong cafe i dont mind. haha im ordering main course the bread and drinks. hahaha. go get the 100 bucks from your yearly interest bank luh. haha ok. i miss everybody. i'll miss youtube, msn and friendter. eh shit. haha todays' not thursday. i still have one more day. hahahahahah. ok so post tml luh. bye suckas.

2006-05-15T21:40:00.000-07:00

found the npdp pics. now i know why edward was always laughing at my beret. hah. but not all of the pics. there were so many cameras that day. so yea didt know where to look. dumb eh.

2006-05-15T06:39:00.000-07:00

stussy chick is sooo hot luh.(: flawless.damn. why do people like her exist?
demoralising.

2006-05-15T05:55:00.000-07:00

chinese was baad.went to beach road after paper with zun. met jun hao then asked him to buy sticks. haha went to make wei zun's ic. hahah
waited and waited. damn. ok then we went town got 2 tees and underwear knomes boxers. haha
met lionel at ssc then we played pool. morgan john russel and andrew were there too. so played with them too. then calvin came. played with him too. my whole day was pretty much pool pool and more pool. no school tml. like the dutch always say. please be jealous.
maybe pool again tml. its addictive luh.
oh god. demoralised again. gorgeous people.damn
so hot.fuck exams. results out on wednesday. bon voyage all.

2006-05-14T06:04:00.000-07:00

tv is demoralising. people are so gorgeous on television. hah.
chinese paper tml. well bon voyage again.
k today is mother's day. hah. i got my mom. actually i shared it between my siblings. heh
so yea.

2006-05-13T08:42:00.000-07:00

kinda emo these days. dont know why. but its like something is missing luh.fuck emotions.
yea thanks collin. your smses helped that day. heh. thanks dawg.
yea and what you said just now at brennan's house. i think it make sense luh. but then can you control? hhaha your brother cant.obviously. sometimes you feel lonely and just want to talk to someone.but you dont have that someone that the disadvantage. and people want attention dude so think it over. but then again you have your friends.yea haha so what am i saying? hey we gotta treasure all we have now.especially our parents. they sacrifice alot for us. whenever you get mad at them. its only for awhile. jsut think about all the things they've done. they dont owe you anything. haha i sound wise. cool. watched that emo mother and son show on channel 8. hmmm its damn touching. well its mother's day in 30 mins yo. do something special for your mom. (:

2006-05-13T04:45:00.000-07:00

some pics from bren's house. haha cool. choong eu getting totured again and again.

haha yea.

2006-05-13T04:36:00.000-07:00

brennan' house was great. haha. but i was emo in the morning. ah forget it. haha all's well now. so yea. cool. watched jarhead ,bloody mary and house of wax. house of wax is fucking freaking. damn all the gore. bloody mary too. hahah but its a horror flim well done. jarhead was vulgar. yea dozed off during certain parts. heh. choong eu was totured again. ahhaa by everyone luh. twins were anti social. kept play wow. bastards. haha but then we played with the mike connected to the com. then we fooled around yea. stupid. hmmm. but theres something missing luh. yea. no one to text i think.damn im a lonely guy. hah. so yea. oh wells we still had our fun.showed them hard gay. everyone loved it. hahaha come on its hard gay YOOOOOO. everyone one was facinated. haha and were all so hard gayish. haha yea slept at 7 woke up at 11. kinad fun. well happy birthday brennan. thanks dude. june one more round. haha tradition. yea and happy mother's day to all you moms out there. bye

2006-05-08T23:44:00.000-07:00

one more day and it's the 4 day weekend. damn hahaha coral. brennan birthday on friday. gonna be a bash. haha and the best thing is that choong eu is going. HAHAH he is going to get hell from us. hahaha
he is going to go through the same thing again. hahah.

2006-05-08T23:30:00.000-07:00

maths was uh... haha ok emaths tml. went home straight after school. i let nicholas listen to the weenie in a bottle song. haha its nice luh. haha maybe he went home to try? who knows. haha yea come home used photoshop.and wilfred helped me with stuff. haha
the pieces.

2006-05-08T07:21:00.000-07:00

talked to ah tan. he is still as fat as ever. and is still not admiting to it. hahah well. i want to go back to his tuition. haha see how. e maths only. so yea. he said there may be radiation is the rays of the scanner. so many people telling me different things. haha well what is done is done. yea. a maths tml.wish me bon voyage.(:

2006-05-08T06:28:00.000-07:00

i want to cut my hair so bad luh.

2006-05-08T06:25:00.000-07:00

studied with brandon and siyun today. haha jokers. mos was freaking cold. not ministry of sound but yea. i think i should stop trying. yea. let things go back to how it used to be. its no use trying, the boulder wont budge. so yea. byebye

2006-05-05T07:55:00.000-07:00

had np parade today. normal. zhengjie sings funny. haha.bio is screwed i guess. went home then went town to see shoes. gravis or asics? haha still thinking. i have the urge to shop again. its calling my name. byebye

2006-05-04T07:05:00.000-07:00

he buys barbie for her hair.
and her tiny clothes
every night
he'll try to wear them
only can fit his ( )
does he even have a ( )?
i think he traded it in
black market yeh
then he used his money to buy a used ( )
but his used ( ) was disfunctional
so he went to sell ( ) to another person
the used ( ) did not come with the in built system that was vital for what the ( ) was suppose to do
ahahahahaa so he repaired the used ( )
at some ( ) shop
but then he was rejected cos he was not old enough to enter the ( ) shop
so he waited till he was 21
the correct age
21 without a suitable ( )
he only got his first ( ) friend at the age of 30
oh thts sad

2006-05-03T04:40:00.000-07:00

maths is stupid luh. i think i won't fail,yea all because of the CPF question. heh. damn taxes.
exams exams exams.i cant study luh. no mood. but im trying.

2006-05-02T00:39:00.000-07:00

photocopy your face today.

2006-05-01T04:58:00.000-07:00

tuition toilet and our ego wilfred. the cool bike thingy.

beauty.

2006-05-01T04:52:00.000-07:00

went to tuition today. waited for wil so i played lan for 25 mins. haha the guy charged me 1 dollar. i guess its reasonable luh. yea tuition was normal then we walked to RC after tuition. saw a really cool bike gala or something. this was the nicest of them all. haha damn cool right? retro.
yea then went to mos to eat. after that ssc pool then went home.

2006-04-30T03:49:00.000-07:00

today was another dumb day. my dad's side of the family throwing tantrums and stuff again. some not showing up. actually its kinda sad. yea he threw the cup when he was drinking it halfway. yea that serious. so yea. went to liang court and this jap guy starts blabbering japanese to me. haha didnt know what he was trying to say but he understood i dont know. haha and he said sorry. his sorry was in english but a little bit the the japanese side. cool huh? haha yea is this shirt GOYish? haha my bro said it was gay. haha wdv luh. so egoo .

2006-04-29T06:27:00.000-07:00

fetched my dad from the airport today. haha he got new kicks. and he was wearing them at the belt. haha was shocked. they were kinda nice. haha he got the SB's for 80 sing. alright.he bought other stuff too. haha next time i'll go with him. shop till we drop. wdv luh. went to grandma's house and watched 13 going 30. the show was cool luh. haha so emooo. gonna study tml i guess. selfdiscipline is what i'll be needing. ha yea well good day. all.

2006-04-28T05:53:00.000-07:00

cant contain it.gotta post again.
you guys make me work harder.guess i'll thank ya. work harder so that i'll own you suckas. watch me shine. muh fuckers. no hard feelings yea guys? yea right. no hard feelings. I've black labelled you. yay.

2006-04-28T05:46:00.000-07:00

in other school, cadets like their NCOs. im kinda abnormal i guess. go fuck the milo truck for all i care. you'll still be tailing behind. like a dog. a bloody hound. woof. crawl . ah go fuck a tree.

2006-04-28T05:08:00.000-07:00

hmmm. we've been black labelled. fucking black labelled. seems theres no future in this cca. no matter how hard we try. no point trying. fuck all you NCOs. every single one of you. no hard feelings my candied flavoured balls. elementz here i come. gold award next year. comfirm. bye

today

2006-04-27T06:47:00.000-07:00

brandon was high again. gayed siyun like hell. edwin slept in bio,maths,chinese.practically every period. i want to grow up to be a edwin. ahha he sleeps in class all the time but tops the class. damn. son of a bitch. had tuition after school.tuition was alright. played pool after tuition. haha score was wilfred 6 ian 4. haha wilfred is irritating. he talks too much. haha only play pool with wilfred if he is unable to make a sound. haha monday one more time. wdv luh. found out jarvis watches ms swan too. cool shit. just found out im in supporting con tml's sports day. kinda sudden huh np? bye

today

2006-04-24T05:02:00.002-07:00

today was dumb but kinda fun.
we had fun in class haha .brandon was high again. then he did all his usuals. damn cool. ((:
haha ok then after schoool, me and wil went to ps with bryan aaron and ricky. me and wil had tuition but didnt go in the end. so we decided to study at ps. we waited for aaron to finish his drum lessons then we went to gelare' to study. the atmosphere was awesome. haha then wilfred was super irritating. yea. went home after that. stupid day. damn. another one.

2006-04-24T05:02:00.000-07:00

NPDP

2006-04-22T22:44:00.000-07:00

we have written history people (:
first GOH in the first ever major parade in the newly built HTA. thats really something .
pretty rain. (:

5 months.

2006-04-22T22:26:00.000-07:00

i havent been blogging for 5 whole months. haha coral. so umm yea. lets touch up abit on the holidays yea? i had the SYA camp which was soo fun. experienced paint ball for the first time. 1 word again. FUN. haha the stay at NACLI was awesome. haha ok enough bout the holidays. we got some catching up tp do. 2006 is kinda of like a special year for me as i get to wear long pants, im in the npdp GOH, im starting to like np.yea lots of stuff. my new class is fun too. i got a silver award for the elementz life science comp. kinda special i guess. but there are a lot of times when u have an opportunity but u just slipped.kinda fucked up yea. before this post, i was searching for my user as i have forgotten. haha kinda dumb. it had something to do with clarence so i kept thinking the user was sexy penguin. haha but it turned out to be "sokewt"and ong kian hong helped me. haha that bitch. c8 is coming. hope zatan will let me go back as a leader. do you think i have what it takes? hahah lets hope. i just had my npdp yesterday wearing number 1. super fun. so much recognition. i'll really miss the training in HTA with my suqadmates and the jokes we shared.edward weizun haha super jokers.during the first training, we laughed till our jaws got tired. ahha all the happy times on the bus and all. memories. yesteday night after the parade. it rained and i finally felt a sense of accomplishment.the rain was so fine and kinda pretty if u looked up. it was the prettiest downpour ever. ((: i wished i had my cam with me. the scene was totally marvellous. all the different schoools together taking pictures and rejoicing. yea a sight indeed. i really hope i would be able to relive that moment next year. but it won't be the same even if i was able to. its sad huh. but sometimes u just have to let go. yea like letting go of my uniform. haha better take a few more pictures. this is no time to not be ego. you'll have to let your egoness out at times like these. haha mid-years are coming. i need to do well (: i'll go for a shopping spree after exams if i do well. haha hope so luh. imma raid orchard, penin and queensway. haha ok we went to chomp chomp last night after the parade.it turned out to be only the four of us. edward weizun zhengjie and me. haha kinda small grouped but we had our own fun. NPDP it'll be an event i'll never forget thought there are things i regret of not doing.unfinished business you can say. but it'll fade in time. yea so life is smooth for me. lets hope it goes well for all y'all too. (; spread the love yo.